look at my subconcious!

I’m in bed and I reach over to write my dream in my phone and I see its 1:17pm. I wonder how I slept in so late, and then I wake up.

7:35am
I was sitting in a room hitting a bong with another person. I was taking a rip from it and the bowl was just about out when the other guy pulled out a bag from his pocket and placed the rest of the weed in it. I continue taking my hit until I was running out of breath. I can see all the smoke being pulled into the bong from the stem since I didn’t put it in all the way. I was enjoying myself, not worrying about anything else.

5:04am
I was at my old elementary school in the middle of the day and there was a prison yard there. I was walking around the middle of it all. One lady prisoner goes around snitching on people. One guy gets caught with a shiv, another guy with drugs. The cop comes up to him and asks what he gots, he says two bags. I can hear him say,  “God dammit,” as he gets on his knees. There’s a monologue playing of a man who’s caught in between two prisoners who are trying to get him and he wants to run away but they almost got him in a corner. He’s describing how he wants to just keep to himself. He’s sitting in front of me on a bench now, after the situation, and he’s wearing a shirt that says DEBUSSY, and it has a cartoon image of a black man singing into a microphone, as if in a studio.

4:06am

I was watching Elliott Smith videos. But one was a video of girls and guys in a car driving down the road. The first couple was up front and they were making out while the girl was driving. The back couple was watching the road for them. [watched some Elliott Smith videos last night].

11:41am
I was in my bathroom peeing with the Beatles. It was them in their long hair days. Paul and Ringo went first, then George was taking forever, seeming a little shy to go with everyone else in there. Then John went. I went. While I was going I heard something out my window sounding like a cop talking through a loudspeaker. I guess they were about to come into one of the neighbors houses. I tell them and I rush outside, which is no longer my house. The Beatles are no longer there. In the back, it looks like its early dusk. The house I’m at and the neighbors behind us all share fences and they’re made up of different kinds, from chain link to the kind we have up around my pool. You can see into everyones yard. One girl is in her yard facing us with her back to her house. Her lights are on and you can see someone coming towards her. She puts her hands behind her back as the cop comes and takes her down and then brings her up in cuffs and takes her away. Another girl in a white tank top and shorts comes out from the side of the house and she’s cute with big tits so I smile and wave to her. She does the same before walking into the house. It was raining and flooding the backyards of all the surrounding houses, though at the time it was only a light rain.

9:27am
I was in some store or office and I walk up to one of the counters with a few women working behind it. There was one lady up front and two back behind her sitting down talking. As I walk up to the lady, I don’t know what triggers it, but I know I’m in a dream. I can feel one of my top left teeth come loose but I don’t worry. The lady says something to me but I just notice the hot girl in the back, who looks maybe a few years older than me. She’s in a light red shirt and small denim shorts. I ask to talk to her and the girl gets up without being told, still finishing her sentence to the other lady, and then she comes around the corner over to me. I wrap my arms around her and she falls into me and we start kissing. I’m biting her ear and kissing her on her neck and she’s moving into me as she jumps up and wraps her legs around my back.

8:25am

I’m in some room of a house and next to a hallway. This girl ran at me from the other side of the hall and jumped up on top of me. She tackles me to the ground before I turn her over and pin her down. I remember its just a dream so I start asking her, “Who the fuck are you?! What do you want!?” She calms down a little and yells out, “I beat a dog once and set him on fire!”

5:40am
It was sometime in the day and I was in a car with Jazmine and Tanner and she was driving us on Cortner going somewhere. Tanner was up front with her and I was in the backseat and I remember seeing a small record player in the glove compartment so I say I want to put a record on. I wanted to put my Buffalo Springfield one on but I didn’t have it with me; I had three and I remember one being my Allman Brothers album. So I start to take it out and I’m looking at it to see which side had “Dreams” on it.

I was in a classrom with others at my old elementary school. I was at my seat and for some reason I took a bite out of my notebook and started chewing on the paper. I got up and walked to either another desk or the teachers desk and picked up a card off it. I don’t remember what it said on the inside but I walked up next to a trash can and spit the chewed paper in the card and then dropped it in the trash and walked back to my desk.

Something about playing poker. I was at a poker table with some men and there’s another table a few feet to my left. There’s already a game going on at the table I’m at but I’m being dealt in at the other table but when they toss me my cards they hit the ground at my feet.

I’m in a bathroom, in a bathtub full of water. I’m naked and I have an erection with a towel over my legs.

2:15am

I was with my family outside a house somewhat resembling my grandpas house (dads dad) and we’re sitting outside on the porch. I’m sitting in a lawn chair and my dad is sitting to my left in one also and my brother is sitting across from us. The others are either also sitting in some around us or just standing around going in and out of the house and the sliding glass door going into the house is to my left. I have a pipe and a bag of weed with me and I’m packing the pipe. I have a small glass jar next to the pipe that I was going to put the bag in afterwards. While packing it my dad asks us, “Do you smell that?” and someone asks “What?” My mom either mumbled something or made some noise hinting that it was me and he kind of looks my way but I guess he doesn’t see the weed and he says “It smells like skunk” and I think he gets up. I finish packing the bowl and I go to put it all away but a small nug of weed fell out and landed in the grass in front of me. I went to pick it up but when I did I heard a small hiss and right where I was reaching, a small black widow climbs up this blade of grass and I take my hand back. My mom sees it and she says “Okay, no more” and she gets up and walks off.  I get out of the chair and I say there’s a spider right there and my brother sees it. I’m standing, looking around at the small grass area in front of us, and I see another black widow a few feet to the right. I’m looking at it as I feel something down on my legs and I’m wearing shorts and on my shoes I see tons of white-ish pink baby spiders all about the size of an “o” and they’re all climbing all up and down my ankles and I start to shake them off and I get the idea of jumping in the shower to get them all off.

I was in my house by myself. Everything began to freak me out. Everything just had this eerie feeling to it. My house was definitely haunted. I’d walk into the living room and a chair would be out of place. I found it a little strange and I fixed it. I walked to my room and my clothes and jackets were hanging in the bathroom instead of mine. None of the lights would work in the hallways or bathrooms. I would walk back to the living room and the chairs would be out of place again. I fix them and my dog, Blanca, is crying like crazy so I walk in to let her out so she can be with me and when I go to open the cage she walks out from behind it like she was never in there and I freak out and jump on the chair, shocked. I see my two guitars are there in the living room so I grabbed them and brought them to my room but when I look they’re already there on the stands and when I went to place them there anyways they just fit right in with the other like it was a hologram or illusion or something. I come back to the living room and there are two chairs upside down on the stairs. I walk up and grab them and start to bring them down. I see at the top of the stairs is a receipt next to a white stick and something else. I walk down and put the chairs right in a specific spot and walk back to the kitchen. I look in the living room and I see my first guitar on its side on the ground next to the chairs and a strings broken and I can see it moving, slowly at first and then faster and faster waving around more wildly and then a wind builds up and there was some tapestry on the wall that started blowing around and then the wind stopped as soon as it started.  I’m on my phone and then it starts going black and flashing real quick. I set it down on the counter to see what it does. I’m asking it to show me something, to do something, and then porn images appear. I’m thinking that Bob [the name of Vincent’s ghost] is a pervert and then I think he’ll know what I’m thinking so I say I was kidding and that images are all just thoughts of the dreamer, and that I must be dreaming. So I say “I’m dreaming, I’m dreaming and I will remember everything” twice and then put my phone in my pocket. Then I walk back to the living room and the chairs are still there and when I go to touch them, they’re one piece now, as though they were made that way. I said forget all that shit and walked away. I go through my hallway and went in my room to find my keys. I grab them and remember I had money in my wallet. I see a dollar right there on the dresser and grab it but my wallets not there. I think my clothes were still on my bed from when I took them from the bathroom and threw them there. I walk out and then I’m in some garage and there’s a van or SUV that was in there and it was all smashed up on the side after some accident and the sprinklers from outside turned on and the garage door was open so the water was getting in so I walked back the way I came and my brother was with me. I wanted to find a pen and paper so I could write everything that had been happening and I found Vincent’s pad with a pen so I took it out and now he’s there and in the pad I took are a bunch of puzzles and I go to the back where the answers are so I can write on that. I walk into the house down a hallway and now I’m with two different people and they’re walking ahead of me. One of them is a girl and she’s saying she needed the guy she was with to check something in her eye. I said “I’ll come if you don’t mind” she said “I mean it’s a little gross but sure”. I told her “Yeah, I just don’t want to be alone right now. At this point I wouldn’t even take a shit right now without someone else in the room”. She said “That sounds a little ominous but okay”. And I said “No, it’s just I’m that paranoid. And it’s not even the drugs”. We’re walking down a hallway and I look in a room and I see a group of people sitting around and one of the people ahead of me says something about P being in there and as I walk past I see Paige in there and she has a bunch of weed in jars in front of her on a table and she sees me and I put my fingers to my mouth like I was smoking and said “Smoke one, smoke one” and laughed and then she said, “Hector here was about to do a doobie,” and the guy to her left was about smoke a joint. I kept walking. I end up coming back through the hallway into this open room and my mom’s there by a table and another lady. I walk up and the lady hands my mom these papers while telling her something. My mom said she wanted to change something and the lady said there’s a fax number on the paper to deal with that. My mom looks at me and says something about me being weird and I give her a funny look and say, “Oh you don’t even know”.

I was with Vincent in a room that may have been his house. We were watching a movie and Vince leaves the room. I go up to the TV and DVD player and take out whatever movie was in there before and put another one in. Vince comes back in and I play the movie. It’s a black and white film and it starts off with a man and woman in the man’s office and he’s behind a desk. But the first scene starts off with the lines from the very beginning of “Wish You Were Here” by Pink Floyd with the people talking and sound effects and then the song starts playing in the background of the movie. I think it’s cool and I point it out to Vince and I start singing along.

I was with a group of people during the day in this huge grass field with deep rolling hills and mountains in the background. We walk over the top of this hill and when we look over on the other side we see all kinds of missiles being shot. There are two bases I guess. One is at the top of one hill and another is off from the bottom of another hill. They’re shooting at each other and I don’t see any people just missiles, bombs, machine gun fire and explosions everywhere. It looks like it could be a video game. I run down, avoiding all the craters and firing, and run right through it and then run to the side and take the long way back around it. I run to the side of a hill along this fence and follow it until I see someone coming up to a road. He has this small calf on a leash and he’s walking with it. Once I get to the road I turn around and now I’m at Hidden Valley on the big side by the blue bench under the large tree next to the backyards. So I’m walking with this lady towards the parking lot. There’s this very small village or something set up near the parking spaces next to the sidewalk and I tell the lady about me having the codes. Then we hear this plane fly by overhead pretty low and I start running back towards the benches at the back of the park and I’m telling her to run. You can hear the bombs falling and when I look back I see these three bombs falling together and when they hit the village this huge mushroom cloud appears but it’s in a much smaller scale than the one in Japan. I’m still running off trying to avoid the blast and shockwave, and I hear this cheering coming from ahead of me and there’s this group of guys cheering me on, jumping up and down whistling, and I look back and see the huge cloud.